There's a hero in everyone.

I am already very scared for next year cause i obviously don't want to crash and burn. Guess what?!?!?!? BIOLOGY TEST on the first week of school in 2010. OMG. Its only the first week and there is already a test. Damn. Gonna use the holidays to study like mad as if there will be an exam in January 2010. I need to study more. But i need motivation. My mum is already stressing me out because of the 'O's next year and making me panic even more. * Taking Deep Breaths* This reminds me of the Art paper 1. OMG! *Taking more deep breaths* My brain is bursting.

I just need a little more time to be away from my books.

I need to calm down.

I need to learn to not be so worried.

I need to stop panicking.

I need to talk to someone, anyone.

I need some H-E-L-P.

I need motivation.

I need to STOP blacking-out for math.

I need to eliminate ALL careless-ness.

I need to stop scaring myself.

I need to take more deep breaths

Lastly, I need...

How can someone make you feel so complete and yet make you feel so empty at the same time?